What for?

Since ages man has been living on this planet called earth, one generation ends another generation begins this cycle has been continuous in almost all forms of life, older living animals die and young one are born. But all that we do in whole of our life just vanishes with our death, I mean everything is lost in that single instant when one dies. But even than we work hard be it in any field just to know that one day all this would come down to nothing but a dead body a piece of muscles and skin. So why the hell do we study to gain so much knowledge, we work hard to progress in our fields of interest, why do we do this when we know that it is futile to do so. We live in the myth that we are immortal; no one ever dares to think of the day of his death.

Whatever we do, we do it by considering that we would live for many years, but no one ever knows when he or she would die it can be years or can even be the next instant, we never think that all the hard work we do thinking that its for us is not really for us its for the world, by all this the one benefiting is the world the world progresses ahead, and not us our progress is fleeting but the progress of the world is long-lasting. All the fame that one gets is finished once that person dies the person at the most is then documented in the books and nothing more, and once that generation passes the value of it further deteriorates, so all in all we are a fool if we think that whatever we are doing we are doing for ourselves cause its not so and it would never be so!

No matter be it our work or our family whatever we do is nothing or would become nothing, that’s what is the absolute truth its our foolishness to think that whatever we do is everlasting because one day even the family would end. So what for do we do what we do? In this context it really seems that all of us are just actors of a play and after our role is over we will have to leave the stage that’s this world. In the end the person who works 24*7 is equal to the person who does no work at all. So why the hell do we work so hard just to know one day all that we do would stand as virtually nothing, it will mean nothing to others in any case this is what is going to happen no matter whatever we do.

The art of living !

The thing on which the world thrives is lies’ and not truths, this thing is as true as truth, no matter if you agree with this or not cause this is a fact. Gone are the days when telling truth would have benefited you, or you would have been rewarded for being loyal, the need for the day is being a so called diplomat, who in true senses tries to provide a knowledge in such a way that he is the one who is most benefited from, or in some cases try to hide some basic facts which in some way or another benefit him.

Believe me life is much more easy if you know how to lie in the right way, with confidence, and while having no guilt. This is what is used to fool others and surge ahead, and everyone here is not here to help others but to help himself which might sound a little harsh to you but come on answer me whenever you wake up in the morning, and stand in front of the god what do you pray for? For yourself! Isn’t it true? Having said this there is hardly anything more left to prove that almost everyone is selfish, thus everyone wants to be better than others, and you don’t need to be rocket scientist to know that lying is one way which helps you to cheat others and thus surge ahead that’s what everyone has been doing and mind you many of them have been successful. The only thing which differs between them and a common person is their ability to fool you in such a way that you may never recognize it, and that to with confidence and no guilt of any sense.

Lying is an art in itself you need to be perfect in it otherwise it would land you in an ocean of troubles, or in a bottomless pit of guilt. To become perfect in this you need to have a very sharp brain cause you need to think in a more faster way than the other person because you need to convince the other person in almost the same time in which he would be able to comprehend it, so you need to be very fast in cooking up stories and mind you these stories should be convincing or you would be doomed. It’s an old saying “one lie leads to another”, so what if it leads to another so why not let it be, why not to extend this chain till infinity, but mind doing so is not a walk in the park, but if somehow you do that there will be no demarcation between the lie and the truth, so why not to follow this path after all it also is an alternate path to almost everything!

Truth is seldom rewarded and in today’s’ context, as now it is almost impossible to judge whether it’s a lie or truth that almost in every case truth is also considered a lie, so why don’ t we simply lie after all at the end it would be termed as a lie which it really is! One thing which always come in mind while telling a lie is the guilt of faking but believe me this case is mostly with the “emotional fools”, once you get to know how to handle this guilt, you are on the right track !

The first shot

Okay finally after many suggestions and requests I finally have my own blog in which I’ll write whatever comes into my mind and whatever has happened with me time and again and well as many of my friends and those who have met me know that I speak whatever I think I just don’t give a shit to whatever you think of my words so you please don’t be amazed if you find anything “different”. For all those cynics “YOU AREN’T WELCOME” and I know I am not a good writer and please all the sarcastic a** h**** gimme a break I don’t wanna hear any of you condescending reviews or comments full of disdain. And yeah don’t think hard about anything I write as u might not be able to understand and finally give up in reading anymore as one of my friends did with my e-mails (u there Parul) And finally if u like the blog than good else f*** off! Happy reading!

So here I am having nothing to do but to think over my past, which does make me wonder that Himanshu is this what you dreamed of? And then an inner voice utters what the f*** where the hell have I landed! I mean yes I have what I dreamt but not in a way I had thought of I mean I have everything but still I am not having many things for example I have lost my true identity I mean I have lost what I used to be, in short I am not what I used to be a carefree, frivolous fellow but now I am always having one or other problem surrounding me and as my nature goes I don’t give up without a fight till the end so I am always trying to deal with one thing or another in the process of which sometimes I do break up and do all sorts of acts like yelling at my friends, shouting, throwing things away, screaming, running away, and my favorite I take my bicycle and ride it as fast as I can ( One benefit of having a campus like IIT Delhi hehehehehe! ) so if u find anyone passing you by at a high rated speed at around 2300-0200 hrs you should guess it would be me,well about which my friends do ask me about, and some have even suggested that its kiddish as if I never knew that but what the heck do u think I give a damn to what u think, not now my friend I have issues to deal! Otherwise do you really want me to throw things outta my rooms’ window? But anyways its cool to be freaked out, I mean I enjoy being in that mood, but guess what there’s this guy who I don’t know but he always has this look of “I am so frustrated” so I do have competition!

Now I have kind of started to hate myself for what I am, and I am loving it, I am loving to hate myself as I don’t think I have reached what I needed to so ………………..and I like hating myself, technically I hate my mentality I mean I think very much over everything because of which I waste much of my time, and also as I said it that I say anything I thing I want to straight on the face I mean when you least expect anything out of this weird gut you are unexpectedly bombed with something you just though no one could ever speak, as my friend Himanshu (a.k.a. Cookies, the jerk with the weird hairdo which he thinks is cool) says “you just end the conversation with a single word, its like someone speaks and out of the blues you pop up with some sentence which instantly ends everything” thanks buddy for giving such good complements! Now back to hating me stuff- I always dream big (who doesn’t) but there’s a catch I dream bigger! But every time I end up shattering them like anything! So whenever such a thing happens I tend to get furious and this is one thing that bugs me more than any thing else.