Change is a part of everything, everything changes with time and change is inevitable. No matter how much we may want a thing to remain static we can't do so as everything is dynamic. Some changes are good some are bad.
In the past six months I have experienced a change in me or put it tis way that i have forced myself to change, I have tried to kill whatever my past was, not that I hated my past but it was that i learnt some new things and some things happened in my life which changed me.
Some of the things that i learnt was that never ever give a freaking shit to any one, most of the person in this world are a** h***, and every one wants a piece of you, no one over here is to care for other every one over her is to help themselves why ? because GOD HELPS THOSE WHO HELP THEMSELVES.
Another thing never ever listen to anyone do what you want to as no ones' comment should matter to you, if you wanna run naked in street do so dont give a shit to anyone. Ever read fountainhead ?? if yes than try to become Howard Roark let every one f*** off let them wipe off their shit to be hell with everyone. Everyone is a bloody hypocrite !!! living for others !!!
Another thing try to become as cold as you can, try to become as complacent as you can, as a complacent person is the most dangerous person you will ever come across.
Never distract yourself in small things like relations because they are such a waste of time, in reality there is nothing such as a relation its just a pact of what all you can do for one another, just do what you want and do anything to do what you want be it ethical or unethical or even be it at a cost of your relation. As you are here for yourself not for anyone else.
And lastly and again no one is here to care for others so never rely on anyone, which everyone learns through experience, never open up yourself to anyone else.
So here I am again changed and different for good and to my old self- "Adios moron" and to some of the persons for whom I opened up myself - " Fuck off bastards Himanshu has changed you don't know him anymore, he is no more what he used to be !!!!"
